Expressing herself in the middle of the night.
She hates herself for turning down people that loves her.
Hates herself that many parts of her died that day she lost him.
Hates herself for disappointing people who cared so much for her.
Hates herself for being not good enough.
Why am I like this? Whyyy.
Haih.
Emotional night again.
She missed May, June, July, October, November, December. August & September too maybe.
She missed those times.
She missed herself. She missed him. She missed them. She missed the past tense. She missed when the times when she still have her rights.
Now that she can't depend on anyone anymore. She have to stay strong. It's a must!