Adios 2012, Holla 2013

Gracias! Had a meaningful 2012, lessons learned & I'm thankful for the memories.

Welcome 2013, let's turn up the love people.


HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

shadows

Just like shadows, the memories that you gave me will never leave. But I'll get used to the pain somehow & live my life, no more inventing shadows

'cause I wanna fall in love & felt loved again. ♥

Goodbye 2012, Hello 2013.
let's live life like never before!!

Watsons Music Festival 2012

Far east movement totally stole the show! Turn up the love people!

Meet my baby bodyguard, Vishag, his twin brother Vishal. Bob's super fan Harsha, fellow pretty girls that I met on the party, Sara & all!

And also the emcees for this music fest!
Hitz. Fm's DJs! Dj Ryan & Dj Arnold!
Ryan's water sprinkler dance was cheesy!

Didn't manage to get a clear photo of Far East Movement as I was too high & danced all the way! Kev Nish, I love you ma boy!!

Turn up the love and party like a G6 people, loves.

expressions

so, my 'new' red framed oversized spec that I brought about a month ago decided to end its own's life right on 2am in the middle of the night after I've finally studying amaths for tomorrow's final showdown for amaths.
I freaked out & cried for sure

Goodbye red spec, I'll miss you:(.

And yes, I replaced it with a new one since it can't be repaired anymore :(

Didn't like the new one much but I was thankful enough for it, as the design is still the same, just the color..

Anyways, SPM was tough. I have another 3 subjects to go, then it's sort of a temporary freedom from calculations & exams.

Whatever it is, I just really hope that days would be better day by day. May God bless upon my family, especially my mother.

I am thankful enough for God to let me be more mature & having the conscious & also the ability to know what's right and what's wrong.

I'd fight for each for everyday, I'll do my best in my exams.

God bless,

SVian Prom Night '12.

Featuring multi-talented Caprice!

Only limited for 200 person, first come first serve basis.

Contact my friends via my twitter for more info. Check out on your left, click on the twitter icon and tweet me! ps: I can't read your tweets or direct messages if your twitter account is private.

New oversize glasses.

Got myself a pair of new glass after my half-framed brown glasses frame decided to retire on last Friday night.
It literally broke.

Cheers to the new spec! xx

REBLOG : A V E R A G E JANE: so what did 'sepet' taught us?

THIS!



A V E R A G E JANE: so what did 'sepet' taught us?: ""lancau itu cina juga lu mahu ka?" (colour merah konon tgh marah la tu) when i first read the comment, I felt angry and sumpah m...



THIS REBLOG POST GOES LIKE :

 " lancau itu cina juga lu mahu ka? "

(colour merah konon tgh marah la tu)

when i first read the comment, I felt angry and sumpah macam nak baling selipar jepun colour biru putih yang orang bawak pergi jamban tu kasi sepak-sepak muka anonymous ni sampai pecah gigi berterabur atas lantai then pijak2 sampai jadi serbuk pastu tiup...fiu~ (that was a joke people, take a chill pill)



Dahla takde telur letak comment as anonymous. Hey if you dare to say something so racist like that fcking have the balls to put your name and all, claim your right to speak up your mind. Don't say something but hide behind ketiak mak kau! I'm sorry if this post sounds a tad bit rude, but i really feel that I have the right to do so. I am not sure whether you're saying tht for me or for zenny but FCK you, still. (with passion and love xoxo lol)


I thought living in this country, being in an integrated community, people are more receptive towards an interracial relationship but when I think back of all the times I see people giving me or him the look for walking with a person from a different race holding hands, I could feel the piercing eyes and the snide remarks (no I don't have bionic eyesight or hearing) especially from older people, for instance makcik pakai tudung senget ikat bawah dagu and pakcik yang bawak anak misai tebal (bukan Datuk K), or the old uncle with the kedai kopi main mahjong shorts and aunty with super permed hair and flower blouse....wahhh their stares ah i tell youuuuu, if ada laser can burn a hole in my tank top mannn. But then again, I can still accept it from those kind of people because i'd understand if they are not really exposed to the whole interracial thingy.



Don't fret, I'm not being bias to anyone, I'm a product of interracial marriage too. Damn bloody rojak I must say. So love doesn't take into account of what race you are, most important is how you treat the other person with much respect and care no matter what background you come from. And being with another person from a different race taught me about being open in conversations, to not judge, listen, learn and be more sensitive. I'm not saying we are surely gonna marry each other but everyday is a learning experience for me, and I'm thankful that he's also very open and receptive to the idea of me being culturally contemporary but still sticking to my roots and religions on some parts.



What pissed me the most are those youngsters who always talk as if their race is fckg superior than the other. Come on man, you go to a cinema ada ke segregated area according to race? you go clubbing also like that ke? got ke Changkat only for Malays and Heritage only for Chinese. Got ke? I can proudly say that me and my friends all don't care about our differences in race, religion and upbringing and we click very well. We can even talk about any of the topics openly. Joking about the stereotypical standards are fine, but not up to the point of being serious about who's better than who. So shame on you people who seem to think that me and my friends are fcked up or me being with zenny is totally wrong. I don't seem to think there's anything wrong about it. Religion issue put aside, we are all totally the same, just different in skin colour.



Penat Yasmin Ahmad buat movie nak buka kan mata rakyat Malaysia on race integration, siap semua orang puji, standing ovation, "great movie", "an eye opener", "kisah cinta sejati orked and sape tah nama dia" etc etc but actually there are still that many Malaysians who are still blind, surprisingly not colour blind -_-



really, sad...




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Ridhwan's feast after sports day

PARTY PEOPLE !!!!

went to lil bro ridhwan's 'cooking-feast' yesterday!

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He definitely have those superb cooking skills ! So proud of him!!

Photos with the homies!
Naqiu, Afiq, Shamimi, Nabil, Farhan, Nadia, Yasyifa, Nurish, Suraya, Aqilla, Aisya, Ridhwan, Zakry, Ismail, Suci, Sara, Wissal & all!

She's everything i can't be.
She's so fine, i'm so screwed.

i'm happy for you to have her, i just hope that you wont regret with the choices you've made.

i wish you both the best,
forever.



P/S : dont come back anymore. no matter how bad i want you back, just.. this is the best for you. she's the best.

Taylor's OIC camp 2012.

Last saturday @ Taylor's Lakeside campus.

danced Zumba with izzati and irina.

At night, we party rocked the place.

Along with Tammy!

As for today,

Monday, @ Sri Hartamas campus.

loads of fun experiments.

colourful chemistry experiments has been conducted.

obviously i didnt blog about the pool party.

lost the videos, so it'll take some time to blog about it.

anyways, life's cool.

like a ship sailing on coral seashore.

yeah, feel that.

rocking da boat like a blardy sickening people.

hell yeah, pretty much crapping now.

what-to-do?

knowing that im so not the only who have problems.

everyone has problems,

so i cant give so much damn about my problems,

and misunderstandings of me and about, or maybe it's true that spreads out like virus & bacteria within the air.

YAYERS.

i'm so cool.

asdfghjkl.qwertyuiop.zxcvbnm.

me gusta.

dolce gusta.

tell me when can i vita dolce?

in such a moderato pace?
but i won't lost my faith, and hopes.
even if they're all FAKE.
i have to stay strong, stay up.

for the best of my mummy and lil bro.

viva la vida.

viva la juicy.

vita dolce.

vissi d'arte,

vissi d'amore,

vivere per la vita.

vivo per me.

siate coraggiosi, siate forti.

is the only thing i can do now.

lastly, i wanna thank all of you. I've had two wonderful week, and weekends. Even if it's just temporary, and it has already ended now. I'll cherish everything you guys have taught me, i'll try my best to achieve and bring out the best in me.

或许分开是另一种领悟。



CA.

If life is getting into your way,
if it's like what i'm going through,

don't be like me, regretting for making so many complains until people get so annoyed.

Stop complaining, and raise your cheekbones and smile brightly :)

be yourself, be sincere,

upon the stars and moon,

i've realized how wrong i was, still am.

but not anymore,

i'm gonna face my wrong doings and my fear,

i'll ask for forgiveness :)

My dear shermaine, eugenia, lily, harsha, min xi, sara, suraya, jai, norman waiteeh, and soooooooo many more of you!

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!
forgive me if i've ever did any stupid things, i adore you all so much!

THANK YOU !!!!!!!!

with love and apology from a sincere heart,

Annley.

Perasaan

demi memperbaiki dan membetulkan bahasa malaysia saya,
inilah kali pertamanya saya blog menggunakan BM!

YAY,

dan juga, kali ini, saya akan lepaskan genggaman saya.
saya akan lepaskan dia, kesayanganku.
saya hanya mahu apa yang terbaik untuk dia.
Oleh itu, saya tidak mahu dia hidup dalam sengsara, biar saya menerima akan semua dosa and derita.

Tuhan akan maafkan dia,
dan juga saya.

Namun, saya akan menyimpan perasaanku terhadap dia.
Saya akan buktikan kepada dia, bahawa betapa banyak akan dan boleh saya buat :)

Saya janji, saya tidak akan menganggu kehidupan kamu lagi.
Selama 8bulan yang akan datang, saya akan hidup dengan penuh semangat.
Saya akan mendoakan kamu,
saya akan simpan semua-semuanya perkataan yang tidak lagi perlu diucapkan di dalam hatiku.
sudah pun tidak penting

Malahan, apa-apa perasaan yang saya ada sudah tidak lagi bermakna.
Semua itu tidak penting lagi, kini saya harus mempelajari mengatasi masalah tapi bukan menipu diri lalu melarikan diri. Belajar Annley, belajar.

Lupakanlah semua ini,
Ingatilah segala ilmu.
Hargailah masa,
Memanfaatkanlah apa-apa yang dikurniakan oleh Tuhan.

dengan sepenuh jiwaku,

Annley.C

if only...

sometimes i despite myself too,
just like what they said, i'm a b*tch.

probably i really am one.
i don't know.
the way i speak or act might just be too harsh for them.
as they don't know what environment that i grew up in.

a family,
like it's not.

sometimes i tell myself,
Annley, if only you can be better.
if only you're not this Annley in a way.
if only you're more polite.
if only you're better in comforting people,

things might be better.

to me, i felt like i was in the game like SAW.
and i'm so not good with games.

is it right to set someone you love and care free,
but got yourself locked up in a cage?

i don't know.
my future is really plain black, but i do know the ending of my life.
which is .. DEATH.

maybe we humans are born to make this world a better place as God wants to.
but seriously, think what have we done.

pollution, disease, war, causing so many innocent life gone, vanished.
is that their destiny? to die in war? sickness?
or is it US people that actually executed them in another way?

we're born and knowing that we will die, one day, eventually.
Yet, we don't really know how to appreciate life.
we're still afraid when that day comes.
and we won't stop asking WHY, WHY and WHY.

until the end of the time, many people still don't know why.
but i guess i already did.

If the pain hurts so much, i'll endure it.
If this is all i have, i'd give it all.
If this is what i'll pay for, i'd pay for the price.

i'll appreciate all the Yesterday(s) and all the memories we had.
even if you don't, not anymore.
They'll be my drive to keep me alive.
i won't give up, i won't seal up my future.

I AM NOT A REGRET.

self-shot / camwhore

plain vain but nothing else much,
hooray!

the 11/11/11 baby girl !

Say hello to this baby girl!
my mum's friend's new born daughter :')

She's born on 11th november 2011 at the time of 11.11AM !

Certainly a lucky girl for life ;)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!!

p/s: check out the Angpau(s) i've got! The blessings from the elders :)

MS LIHUI

My coolest cousin, crazy-bitch, HAHAHA.
the only one i can be really comfortable with.

it's gay but,
ILOVEHERSOMUCH !

and Thanks to her, i've finally got an new layout for my blog!!!!


Cheers,

xoxo & Happy Chinese New Year !!

We hang out, went for movies ( You Are The Apple Of My Eye & Twilight.)
and had Ice-cream buffet!

had thaaaat HUGE Coke. HAHA.

and my marshmallows!

Ice-cream Buffet day!!!

@ Ion Orchard's Swensens.

Ice-cream Buffet day!!!

@ Ion Orchard's Swensens.



Singapore 11'

Lihui lives in Singapore, *duh-uhh*

went to meet her up and cat fight! HAHA.

She's as amazing as i am, *vain*.

I went to her NanYang Poly, hahaha.

we went to all sorts of places like, Orchard Rd, Somerset & etc.

Just SHOP!!!

p/s : Do visit H&M and the shopping centre opposite it! I really adore one of their shop, "The Designer's Market" if i didn't mistaken.